Dont read my post, I'm ranting

Tired.
My dad fall sick, poor thing.
So sad la, he suddenly pass me his medicine then ask me which one is what as he forget or something. Cuz i chionging my art and design research as tmr is the grading day. So his approach kind of a bit disturb me. But i still tell him nicely which one he should take and so on..
I think sometimes i really neglect people/ love ones unknowingly. I just answered him then continue typing... I didnt even like knw that he asked me because he needs to eat medicine which means that he is sick which means that i should show him some concern. : (
And i am really STRESSED up!
I hope tmr faster pass..
Although i am almost done with my research, i still have to prepare the materials for tmr..
And i even intend to redo my art pieces which i'm suppose to hand in tmr :x
zzzz....
Sometimes i dont even knw what i'm thinking..
I think i too tired alr, quite bad temper today..
I asked benny for help to photoshop my pic for me as it is one of my material for tmr..
Then super irritated cuz firstly i have no seats, secondly i waited very long for him to help me, third i intend to use that time to continue with research...
*My dad comes in to ask me about his medication again and i replied super nicely with caring tone*
Then.....
* He comes in and tell me he ate wrong medicine*
!!!!!!!!!!!
If i have paid more attention this would not have happen T.T
Then...
aiya, angry means angry plus stress plus idk wad.
I ask him to stop everything then i delete all photos...
Sometimes i act without thinking, I'm super sorry, cause he is super sad.. : (

But i am lucky,
really lucky..
If not for XY!!!!, my art and design jialat.. cuz i need olive oil...
Really need that for polishing my clay then hand in tmr..
and she fly home after dance to get it then meet me and pass to me.
How nice of her..
<3<3

hope i dont oversleep and miss the eclipse tmr..